Then he lifts his chest off of me and keeps himself up by resting on his right forearm. His left hand skims down the side of my body, and then I feel his knuckles brush over my clit as he takes hold of his cock.
My eyes dart down, and seeing Jase touch himself makes a wave of heat rush through my body.
Damn, that’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.
I draw my bottom lip between my teeth and watch with desire and fascination as he starts to rub his cock over my clit.
The feel of him between my legs is… just right. It’s arousing and heady.
Not able to just lie still, my hands move down his chest and abs, and slipping over his waist, I drink in the feel of his toned back.
Lifting my head, I latch onto his neck, and tasting him, draws a moan from deep in my throat. I suck and lick at his skin, and when I hear his breaths rush over his lips, I pull back. His features are tense, and wanting to be part of his orgasm, I push my hand down between us, and he lets me take over. I wrap my hand tightly around the base of his cock and continue to rub him against me.
He brings his other arm up and, leaning on both, he stares down at me while thrusting against my hand. The friction makes my abdomen sizzle to life.
Knowing it’s a turn on for him, I forget about my own inhibitions and groan, “Fuck, Jase. You feel so good.”
His eyes darken, and it feels like I’m staring into flames. His muscles tense, and when his lips part and he begins to jerk against me, my own release tightens my abdomen before rippling through me.
“Christ,” he grinds the word out between his clenched teeth.
I feel the warmth as he comes on my abdomen, and I love it.
When we both come down from our highs, Jase lowers himself against me, and my eyes widen. “Shouldn’t I clean up first?”
He continues to rub his cock against me and shakes his head. “I fucking love feeling myself all over you.”
“Mmmh…” I frame his jaw and begin to pull him toward me. “Give me that dirty mouth.”
He grins right before our mouths collide. We devour each other’s mouths until Jase is ready again. He reaches under one of the pillows and pulls a condom out. Ripping it open with his teeth, he leans on his side and rolls the condom on.
All the fluttering wings are back in an instant, creating a chaotic flight in my stomach.
He settles back between my legs, and his eyes lock onto mine. “Ready?”
My head bobs up and down super fast.
“Need to hear the words, babe,” he grins.
“Yes, I’m ready. I’ve been ready for years.”
His smile turns tender, and he presses a soft kiss to my mouth. “Thank you for fighting so fucking hard to protect what’s mine.”
My heart. It explodes into a kaleidoscope of vibrant color.
Jase begins to push inside me. Using short strokes, he keeps going deeper, and when I flinch from the sudden sharp pain, he freezes.
“I’m okay,” I whisper. “Keep going.”
He enters me another inch, and my body stiffens against the intrusion. Jase’s eyes never leave my face, and I smile to put him at ease.
His body begins to tremble against mine as he continues to keep it slow. When he’s finally all the way in, we both take a moment to breathe.
Jase lowers his head, and pressing his forehead to mine, he pulls out. His features are tight with concentration, and it has me saying, “You can go faster.”
“No,” he growls, his jaw clenched with restraint. “Not yet.”
The first couple of thrusts, Jase keeps it slow before he begins to speed up. His lips part, and when a satisfying groan slips over his lips, I feel it in my bones.
I’ve been so fixated on his response that it only hits me now, Jase just took my virginity. A wide smile spreads over my face, and tears mist up my sight from an overwhelming sense of relief and love.
The corner of Jase’s mouth curves up, and his eyes turn to molten lava as he whispers, “I love you so fucking much, Mila.”
I brush my hands down his back and gripping hold of his ass, I open my legs wider and begin to lift my hips as he thrusts inside me.
“Fuck, babe, that’s not helping,” he groans. “I’m trying to last longer than a minute.”
He pushes his hand down between us and starts to rub my clit feverishly. My head tilts back into the pillow, and then Jase latches onto my pulse, his lips and tongue lashing at my skin.
“Jase,” I whimper, and I’m surprised when I feel my release start to build. “Harder,” I groan, needing him to let go of his self-control.