“That’d be great. Thank you.”
She nodded, another pat on the booth, but this time it was softer.
As soon as she was out of earshot, I said, “I want to see you. I’m sorry. I know you’ve ran from me twice now, but—” I groaned. “You don’t get to make the decision for me. I get to make that decision. You can’t push people away for the rest of your life.”
Cheyenne wasn’t looking at me.
“Cheyenne. Please.”
“This is so hard.”
Agreed. “Let me give you a ride home. Can we talk while I give you a ride home?” A different thought came to mind. “How are you handling being here? And the games? Is it too much for you?”
She looked up, the bags under her eyes more pronounced, but she shook her head. “I’m good. Or, I’m as good as I normally am. You, you bring more stress, and that wears on me. It’s like I have walls set up from the meds, and you break them back down. But now I’m doing extra cardio in the morning. It all helps. I’ll do meditation tonight, too.”
Meditation. Meds. Cardio. She couldn’t drink. Her life was close to mine.
“I’ve never tried meditation before.”
She grinned, a slight one, but it was there. “It really helps.”
Dee was coming back with a box and the bill. She handed both to me. “Thank you both.” She paused on me. “Do you…?”
I shook my head. “I got my truck here.” I signed the bill and handed it back, but my gaze was on Cheyenne. “I’m hoping to give this one a ride home?”
Cheyenne sighed, closing her eyes a beat. When she opened them, there was a new light there. She nodded, though it was tentative at first. “A ride would be nice.”
A ride. We’d still never had that first date, so I’d start there.24CheyenneWe left down the stairs.
Cut walked half in front of me, with an arm behind me, resting on the small of my back. Little touches like that, and I was dissolving into a puddle. I wasn’t paying attention to everyone paying attention to us, and it was him. It wasn’t the meds. It wasn’t my condition. It was just, straight up, him.
We stepped outside.
I glanced back, but I hadn’t been able to see Otis, Maisie, or JJ. They practically pushed me out of the booth when the staff first came over, and I knew they’d expect a full report at the next home game. But now we were walking down the sidewalk, and Cut kept glancing over at me, a teasing little grin on his face.
He focused me.
I realized it now.
Or, he focused me tonight.
I wasn’t going to question it. It was nice. A small reprieve, and tonight, a small voice was whispering in my head. Tonight. Enjoy tonight. Tomorrow I would be responsible. Tomorrow I would wake myself up from this dream, pull away all over again. Tomorrow.
That meant we had tonight.
And unable to help myself, feeling a pull on my hand, I reached out for his and he clasped mine tight. We got to his truck, and this was nice, too.
We were halfway to my apartment when his phone started ringing. He had it connected to his truck and we both saw on the radio’s screen, Chad calling. A small frown, but Cut reached over and disconnected the call. Guess he’d been unblocked. He hit another button, and I saw that he was sending him a message instead.
Then, ten seconds later, my phone started ringing.
Melanie calling.
He saw my screen. “She was with Cassie tonight.”
I sighed, knowing this wasn’t a coincidence, and I hit the answer button. Loud music blared first, but I still asked, “What’s up?”
“We have a problem.” Melanie was tense, but calm.
Dread lined my spine. That was not good, so not good.
I tightened my hold on the phone. “What’s going on?”
“We’re at Bresko’s. Cassie invited us out, said she knew some people who’d be here. I called Sash, not knowing who the ‘some people’ were. She’s here and she’s going nuts on your Not-Brother.”
At hearing her, because her voice traveled, “What do you mean, she’s going nuts?”
Cut hit his turn signal and veered to the left. We hit a light, but it was green at that second and he whipped us around in a U-turn.
“I mean, she’s upset. We came here, saw Not-Brother grinding on a girl, and Sash went over and started pinching him.”
“Pinching him?” Had I heard that right?
“Yeah. Legit pinching. Took him by the ears, and he crumbled like a twelve-year-old. Fell down. Then she started pinching his other ear. The chick he was with took off. Sash is in rare form tonight.”
Oh, boy. I knew what that meant.
I shared a look with Cut. His whole face was rigid, but his shoulders were shaking. The guy was trying not to laugh. I said into the phone, “We’re on our way. Be there in twenty minutes.”