Kinda like he could only be himself with her, Audra thought, and this cheered her up so much that she found herself doing something similarly un-Audra-like.
Looking down at Lucian, she wagged her brows at him suggestively—-
It was his turn to laugh...until of course Lucian suddenly yanked her on top of him, and she felt his cock, already fully engorged, sliding up and down her folds, which were also already dripping wet (once again)...
Audra started moving instinctively, her hips rocking back and forth, and she realized it was truly just like riding a stallion, and um, getting stuffed, too, by something as big as a stallion's cock, and oooooooh Goooooooood, this was soooooooo gooooooooood.
A moan tore out of her throat when she felt his hand slip between them, and he started tweaking her clit.
Vigorously.
To the point that she was riding him even faster and harder, just riding him wild like, um, a cowgirl, and ohmygosh, she was coooooooooming, coming, coming, and as Audra's head fell back, she just couldn't keep herself from whispering the words one more time.
"I love you."IT WAS AN HOUR LATER when Audra started picking her clothes from the floor, and she could feel a still-naked Lucian watching her as she dressed herself. Glancing at him over her shoulder, she asked with a smile, "Zip me up?"
"Of course." He came to his feet immediately, and Audra quickly turned around, unable to help but still feel a little embarrassed at the sight of his proudly erect cock as he walked towards her.
"You're without shame," she teased under her breath.
"And you..."
Audra gasped as his fingers grazed against the bare skin of her back.
"Are..."
He slowly pulled the zipper of her dress up.
"Late for class."
Audra let out another gasp, and when she checked her watch, she realized it was true.
She was late!
Spinning around, she tiptoed to press a kiss on his cheek, as she raced towards the door, she remembered to say, "Red.""WHAT DO YOU MEAN RED?" Lucian asked, bemused, and at the question, Audra paused in her steps to glance back at him with a smile that nearly destroyed him. It was shy as well as impish, and at the same time, beautiful...and painfully sweet.
"Red," she told him solemnly, "to match my dress for the party."
And then she was gone, the door of his office silently swinging shut behind her—-
Fuck.
Outside, he heard her talking to his secretary, and the guilt inside of him became even more excruciating.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
He could only imagine how badly Maud was struggling with her conscience as Audra went on chatting with her like a magpie. He knew his secretary thought Audra innocent, and he almost wished...he goddamn wished he could think the same thing.
But he couldn't, dammit.
Just fucking couldn't.
Lucian angrily swiped his pants from the floor, and as he started to zip himself, he heard Maud say goodbye to Audra.
Which was what he himself should do, Lucian thought savagely, if he had even a morsel of his brain still working.
Seeing his shirt on the couch, he bent down and reached for the badly crumpled item, and as he shoved one arm down a sleevehole, his gaze fell back to the couch, and Lucian froze as a dark-colored pattern caught his eye.
A stain, and not just any damn stain either, but because he was a fucking doctor, he knew it could only be one thing.
No. Fuck. No.
He stared at it for a long moment, unable to believe what he was seeing.
Blood.
Lucian's heart started thudding.
Her blood.
He studied the pattern. Remembered the position she was in when he fucked her for the first time—-
God.
Lucian staggered back.
No.
While he hadn't drunk enough to have a hangover this morning, he knew now that he had drunk enough to turn himself into the biggest and most insensitive idiot—-
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
It had been Audra's first time, and he had fucked her from behind like she was lucky to have his cock in her pussy. Her first time, dammit, and she had given it to him in his office. When she deserved the fucking moon and all the stars in the skies, Audra had offered herself to him because...
I've been in love with you for years.
Those were the very words she had said.
And he hadn't believed her, Lucian thought numbly. He hadn't believed her then, and he hadn't believed her in any of the times she had told him she loved him.
He hadn't believed her because he had thought her one thing, and she had turned out to be another.
That was what he had believed, and he had been wrong.
So goddamn wrong.
Lucian grabbed his phone from his desk and hit Call on Christopher Masterton's number. His friend and former teammate answered right away, a chuckle in the other man's tone as he drawled, "Let me guess. Are you calling me to stay away from your girl?"