TWENTY-NINE
Layla
After my ultimate wish-upon-a-star, fairytale wedding, BJ whisks me off to Tuscany for our honeymoon. We stay in a magnificent palazzo near Maremma’s woodlands. For four passion-drenched, slothful days we do nothing but explore each other. Once we wake up at dawn we ride into the outstandingly beautiful and wild countryside.
BJ is a strong rider, but so am I and it is exhilarating. When we stop we are both flushed and aroused. In the clear fresh morning air, we tear each other’s clothes off and indulge in the delight of outdoor sex. At the end of it, I’m startled by an audience. A pair of beautiful roe deer wearing their reddish summer coats are looking at us curiously. We freeze, BJ still deep inside me, and stay still until they amble away.
‘Wasn’t that beautiful?’ I whisper.
‘Everything with you is,’ he says.
Everyday we discover new things about each other. I now know that BJ doesn’t have breakfast. He has eight raw eggs blended with a banana and some milk. And he knows that I like a selection of warm pastries from the village woman. And that I’ll quite happily drink chilled, raw goat’s milk with them.
In the afternoon, when it is too hot to do anything, we swim lazily consuming countless ice lollies by the pool. At night, we eat thin-crust pizza cooked in a traditional wood oven, or even barbeque fish we bought from the outdoor market on the terrace. Once BJ makes us a pasta pomodoro with steak. I discover he’s not a bad cook.
‘Did your mother teach you?’ I ask.
‘No, it’s Bertie’s recipe.’
Tonight, he’s taking me to a famous restaurant a few miles away. The man who cleans the pool tells us that one has not lived until you’ve tried Il Cinghiale Nero’s signature dish of wild boar and porcini mushrooms.
I soak in the bath inside the high-ceilinged, pink marble bathroom until he scoops me out and carries me, still dripping with soapsuds, to our enormous bedroom. He throws me on the bed and dives in after me. He has his own way of drying me. It doesn’t involve a towel, but it does feature a great deal of effort on his part, and wet sheets. Afterwards, as I lay on my back satiated, he grasps my ankle in his hand and brings it to his mouth.
‘It’s amazing how brown you have become in four days.’
I look into his love-drunk eyes. ‘Wait until you see me at the end of the week.’
He leans back on the pillows, eyes half-mast, and watches me slip into a sultry, red knee-length dress with a daring décolleté. I slip on exotic, toe-ring sandals with straps embellished with turquoise stones. I brush my hair, apply mascara and lip-gloss, and dab perfume on to my pulse points.
‘Come here,’ he says.
I cross my arms across my chest. ‘Nope, I’m not having you ruin my primping. You can have me after you feed me.’
He bounds up suddenly, sending me screaming out of the bedroom and through the tall corridor with its gilded panels and oil paintings, then down the grand marble staircase. I stand at the foot of the stairs looking up, laughing and gasping for breath, and ready to bolt outside if he decides to come down after me, but he stands leaning on the banister.
‘There’ll be hell to pay if you keep it for later,’ he calls out.
‘Is that a threat?’
He grins. ‘Consider it an invitation.’
I grin back. ‘In that case, I accept.’
He nods and disappears back down the corridor.
The pool cleaner is right. It has to be the one of the best meals I’ve eaten in my life. It’s when we’re ordering dessert that our trouble starts.
I turn to BJ after ordering my sweet from the waiter, and he is scowling at me.
‘What?’ I ask.
‘Stop fucking flirting with that waiter, or he’ll find his pepper mill sticking out of his fucking ass.’
‘Are you kidding me?’
‘Does it look like I am?’
‘I wasn’t flirting.’
‘No?’
‘No,’ I say very empathically.
‘So what the hell was all that hair flicking and the “si, si, sei troppo gentile” all about, then?’ he asks changing his voice to a mocking falsetto to imitate mine.
‘That was me being polite,’ I say, getting a bit irritated myself.
‘How would you like it if I did that with the waitress?’
‘I wouldn’t mind at all. Go ahead. Be my guest,’ I tell him.
A look crosses his face. ‘All right. Just remember you started this.’
He looks around and catches the eye of the most attractive waitress in the restaurant and lifts his eyebrow. When she comes to him he gives her a slow smile and asks if she could bring a bottle of their best champagne.
She trots off and he smiles pleasantly at me. I am determined not to react so I smile back.
When she returns, totally ignoring me, he blatantly begins to flirt and laugh with her, blatantly. My blood begins to boil. Yes, it’s true I did flirt with the waiter, but only lightly. He, on the other hand, was almost stripping her naked with his eyes.
At first I try my best not to show how furious I am. I tell myself that he’s doing it deliberately. It’s not like he truly wants her. He’s just punishing me. I briefly toy with the idea of calling the waiter back and flirting in exactly the same way with him. See who cracks first. But I don’t actually want to seriously flirt with another man on my honeymoon.
I could have held on and sat it out with my frozen smile if the quick-eyed slut had not given me a look that was at once pitying and triumphant. A look that said, hey, you’re a fool. Can’t you see what your man is doing? How totally into me he is?
Humiliated, I stand up. I don’t have the car keys. Not that it matters. I wouldn’t dare drive the powerful Maserati he has rented, especially on unfamiliar roads. Fuck him, I would rather walk the five miles back to the palazzo than stay here another second. Both of them turn to look at me. She seems glad that I might be leaving.
‘Going somewhere, babe?’ BJ asks sweetly.
‘Nowhere that concerns you,’ I answer with equal sweetness, and walk out of the restaurant.
Outside, I pause for a moment at the entrance. I am so angry I want to scream. How dare he behave like that on our honeymoon. I start walking fast in the direction we had come from. Fortunately, I am wearing flat sandals. I must have gone 20 yards before I hear the Maserati’s engine idling along beside me.
‘Need a lift somewhere?’
‘What? Not taking your tart back with you?’ I say huffily.
‘Well, well, look who’s all jealous?’ His voice is rich with laughter.
His mirth irritates me. ‘There is a difference between what I was doing and what you were engaging in! I was being polite and you were fucking her with your eyes.’
He laughs. His laughter is like smoke and silk. ‘It’ll take us forever to reach the palazzo at this rate.’
Even though the forecast called for a thunderstorm tonight, I am not prepared for the downpour that begins with large drops of hot rain that smells of dust. A couple fall on my head.
‘Get in, Layla,’ BJ says, his voice silky.
This time I open the door and get in, but I am determined to make him suffer for the humiliation he caused at the restaurant. I am going to give him the silent treatment.
THIRTY
BJ
I steal a sidelong glance at her. She was cute in the restaurant when she was acting all unconcerned while she was burning up with fury inside, but now that she is radiating waves of don’t-touch-me she’s smoking hot. It reminds me of what she used to be like. Having it inside this car with the smell of the thunderstorm raging outside, it’s as sexy as hell.
I need to fuck my new wife.
Through the lashing rain I suddenly see it coming up ahead, a forest. This is it, real freedom, a centuries’ old, living, breathing, magical wonderment. Sometimes we need to let go of life’s shackles and find oneness with nature. Feeling reckless, my dick steering the vehicle, I veer offthe mot
orway and head down a winding country lane. I don’t need to look at Layla to know she is staring at me with narrowed eyes.
‘Why the hell have you left the motorway?’ she asks with a scowl.
‘There’s something I’ve always wanted to do,’ I reply.
She stares at the rain lashing down on the windshield, the continuous streak left by the wipers. ‘Well, whatever it is, count me out. I’m not going out in that rain.’ she says in her best Ice Queen tone.
Excitement surges through my veins. I say nothing. Just stop the car, then make my way around to Layla’s window.