We fuck each other with no touches and no words, both completely lost in the fucking feeling of him inside me, stretching me. Filling me.
We come for the second time, and I collapse forward against his chest. He pushes my hair from my face and turns my head so he can run his lips over mine.
“I wanna give you what you need,” he whispers. “I’m keeping you.”
That’s the last thing I hear before my eyes close and sleep takes over.When me and Maddoc woke in the middle of the night, we found we were parked outside the party pad, so we snuck in, me with his sweater pulled over my head since he shredded the shit out of my clothes. We quickly passed out in his designated room upstairs.
Thankfully, he was able to grab me some of Royce’s old sweats that had a tie string and a random T-shirt of his to throw on before we went downstairs to eat with everyone that was allowed to stay over after their little kick back they apparently had last night.
In the kitchen, Cap has some girl on his jock, who insisted on helping him cook and Royce has a straggler in his lap. I know she wasn’t here for him last night, because Maddoc said he was in bed alone when he slipped in there to get me clothes.
I can’t help but smile at the ridiculousness of all this.
All this time I’ve been with them, they’ve been extra on edge or something, always trippin’ on where I was and what I was doing. Things have been tense for them lately.
This scene though, it’s like they’ve jumped back into the roles they filled before me, their minds at total ease while they just let loose and flip off the world in typical Brayshaw fashion – free, horny ass boys.
Well, at least Royce, whose hand keeps mysteriously disappearing under the table.
The girl is feeding him, but every few bites she pauses and starts shaking, her lips clamped shut. After the fourth or fifth time, I laugh, and his eyes bounce to mine.
“Really?” I raise a brow.
He frowns but then winks and moves to whisper in her ear.
Maddoc glares at me, but I laugh and pop a shoulder, right as she fights to hold in her moaning.
I lean closer to Maddoc, speaking for only him to hear. “We could make this a competition, Big Man? Go right here on the table where they can watch this time?”
He glares harder and I laugh loudly.
Obviously, I was joking, and he knows it.
After an hour or so, everyone is kicked out and the cleaning crew arrives.
We move to the porch to wait for them to finish up.
“Hey, what ever happened to those guards from the warehouses? The ones from the night you guys first followed me?” I ask.
“The ones who tried to take advantage of you?” Cap lifts a brow.
“Yeah, those ones.”
“Put ‘em on a bus to nowhere the next day.” He eyes me.
“As in...” I slide my finger across my throat, and he tips his head.
“No. As in, never again allowed here or in any of the other towns our people run. Forced to go with nothing but the clothes on their backs. We always try the easy way first.”
I look to the other two who nod, agreeing.
“And if they fight you on your choice?”
Royce mimics my move, running his finger across his neck and I laugh.
Right.
“Come on you guys, let’s go home, they can lock up when they’re done,” Cap stands and we all follow, climbing into the vehicle.
Royce tosses me my shredded hoodie and I open my mouth to speak, only nothing comes out, so I shrug.
All three laugh, Maddoc pulls me close to him, and then we’re moving.
His lips find my neck and slide across before he tilts back and closes his eyes. We didn’t sleep that much last night.
I glance from his swollen lips to his long, dark lashes, and then shift to look at the other two. Cap meets my eyes in the mirror and gives a soft wink and Royce bops around in his seat.
A deep sigh leaves me, and I look away.
My mother was right, I do wanna stay.
Maybe even permanently.
The realization isn’t as scary as I thought it would be.“Fuck no.” Maddoc glares.
“Hell to the no,” Royce laughs.
Cap frowns.
“Uh...” My head pulls back slightly. “I’m sorry, did you miss the part where I said, ‘I’m going’? Pretty sure there was no question in my sentence.”
Maddoc crowds my space. “Heard it just fucking fine. Fuck no, is my response.”
I roll my eyes but don’t step back. “I owe her one, we haven’t talked since she helped me out that night. I only need an hour.”
“No.”
I look to Captain, the freaking logical one for help, but he lifts his hands and steps back.