I let go, and she face-plants into my chest. Wrapping an arm around her waist, I lift her easily on to the counter. She grunts and makes an attempt at resisting, but she’s too unsteady, so she ends up gripping my arms instead.
“I can take a pan out of the oven, Sunny. Heating frozen food until it’s edible is one of my specialties.”
She makes a sound somewhere between a stifled laugh and an aggravated sigh.
“I’m not joking. I’m the best cook of frozen food in all of Chicago. I’d go as far as to say all of Illinois, but I don’t want to seem like I have a big ego or anything.”
“Miller.”
“Sunny.”
The oven beeps again. This time she lets go of my shoulders and motions toward it. I grab an apron off the counter and tie it around my waist to protect my dick before I open the oven. Inside is a huge pan of cinnamon buns, covered in pecans and bubbling around the edges. I put the mitts on and take them out, setting them on the granite counter.
“Where did you get these?”
“I made them.”
“When?”
“This morning, while you were sleeping.”
“Like, from scratch?”
“Yup.”
“Dough and all?”
“I’m pretty sure that’s what scratch means.”
I stop ogling the buns and look over my shoulder. I’m almost a hundred-percent sure that was sarcasm. She’s still sitting on the counter, her feet and head dangling.
“I’m impressed.” I search the cupboards for a couple of plates and rifle through the drawers until I find something to help remove them from the pan.
“They still need to be iced.”
“I don’t need icing.”
I’m about to dig in when I hear the soft thud of her feet hitting the ground.
“You’re impatient.” She hip-checks me out of the way and grabs a serving tray.
I step aside and lean against the counter while she places the tray over the buns and then flips the whole thing upside down. Jiggling it around, she lifts the baking pan to reveal glistening, pecan-and-syrupy rolls. Fragrant steam wafts into the air. My mouth is watering, and I’m starving. My post-sex wings last night have already been burned off. I need to feed the beast.
I go to grab one, and Sunny smacks my hand. “They’re too hot.”
“I’ll be fine.”
“Let me put the icing on first so you don’t burn off your tongue.”
“I’m hungry.”
“As hungry as you were last night?” She’s looking at the bowl, not me.
“Is that an invitation or a request for a repeat?” I move in behind her, pressing my sort-of hard-on against the small of her back. “Because I’m definitely interested in more of last night, and more of this morning.”
“This morning?”
“Well, maybe not the fainting part, or you trying to dice off your fingertip, but this—” I gesture to the kitchen and kiss her shoulder. “What we’re doing here, I like this. I’ve never done it before.”
“Had someone faint on you?” She stirs the icing, but her breath hitches and a flush creeps up her neck.
“Woken up to someone I like making me breakfast.”
“No one’s ever made you breakfast?”
“Nope. Except for Skye, but that doesn’t count since she’s my stepmom, and everything she makes comes from a package.”
Sunny turns around in my arms, her expression pensive. “What about when you were a kid? Didn’t anyone make you breakfast before school and stuff?”
“Mostly I ate cereal in the morning, since it was just me and my dad and he’s a sucky cook.” I stare at the cupboards, taking in the details. Memories of my mom are vague. Also, most of them aren’t nice, and it’s not something I talk about much. Up until now I’ve avoided it with Sunny.
Sunny runs a finger up my arm and over my shoulder until she reaches my jaw. She curls it around my chin and angles my head so I’m looking at her, not into space. “What happened to your mom?”
I twirl a lock of her hair between my fingers, considering how much I want to share. Fanning out the end, I brush it back and forth across my lips before I speak. “She had an inoperable brain tumor. She died when I was three.”
Sunny strokes my cheek. Her affection doesn’t feel like it’s made of pity. “I’m so sorry.”
I shrug. “I don’t remember her much. She got headaches a lot. They thought they were migraines. Mostly I remember her being in the hospital. Then it was me and my dad for the most part. Even before she was gone it was my dad taking care of things.”
“That must’ve been so hard.”
“It was hardest on my dad. I was too young to get what was going on. I wasn’t an easy kid. I had lots of energy. School was hard for me. I needed a lot of attention, and my dad worked long hours.”
I leave out the hardest part to talk about: that none of Dad’s attempted relationships worked out because of me. Single dads are only cool in movies. It was clear early on that school wasn’t going to be my thing. I didn’t pick things up as fast as I should have, so I lagged behind the other kids. One chick told my dad she didn’t sign up for a special-needs kid. She dropped the “R” bomb. I never saw her again after that.