When they fell across Lucas’s bed, they were both naked and panting. Pillows scattered, shoved aside by desperate hands grabbing, pulling, needing to be closer so that not even air could slip between them. Lucas exhaled and Andrei inhaled. Kissing, teeth clattering and scraping together. Lucas shifted, rubbing his thigh against Andrei’s cock, wringing a long groan out of him. They needed to fucking slow down or they were never going to get to the really good stuff.
Andrei blinked and he found Lucas smiling at him. “Hurry. Get the lube.” Yeah. He’d had the same thought.
Slipping his hand between them, Andrei wrapped his fingers around Lucas’s hard length, stroking him slowly until the man’s eyes rolled back into his head and he thrust his hips up, driving his cock through Andrei’s hand.
“Are you sure?” Andrei asked, tightening his fist around Lucas. He’d never topped Lucas before, hadn’t thought it would actually ever happen. The man was all about dominance and control, and in truth, Andrei didn’t mind. Fuck, he loved to bottom for Lucas. He was an attentive, giving partner. But Andrei needed to do this, even if it was the only time. He needed to see it from the other side, to have that moment where he could focus his entire being on giving Lucas pleasure the same way Lucas did for him every time they were together. “I can—”
“Need to feel you inside me,” Lucas quickly countered. He threaded his fingers through Andrei’s hair, pulling him in for a quick kiss before releasing him again.
With a grin, Andrei stretched across the bed and quickly dug through the end-table drawer for the bottle of lube and a condom while trying not to let Lucas distract him with slow, open-mouthed kisses up his spine. Turning back, he forced Lucas onto his back in the middle of the bed before climbing between his powerful thighs.
“Is this how you want me?”
Andrei smiled, running his hands up his legs, enjoying the feel of the rough hairs before they gave way to soft skin. “Yeah,” he whispered. He took a couple deep breaths to try to slow himself down. He wanted this to be perfect.
“Andrei,” Lucas murmured, his voice warm and heavy like a caress, drawing Andrei’s gaze back up to his face. He was smiling, his hand extended. “This isn’t a one-time thing.”
“What?” Andrei moved down Lucas’s body, stretching out above him so that his lips hovered Lucas’s.
“You’ve got this look on your face of deep concentration. Your entire body has tensed up.”
Andrei’s grin turned sheepish and he could feel the blush rising to his cheeks. He tried to duck his head, but Lucas leaned up and kissed him. Damn this man knew him. Far better than he would have ever guessed.
“I want this to be perfect. I know this isn’t your thing. I don’t mind bottoming.” He stopped and moaned, nuzzling his face in Lucas’s neck as he thought of all the times they’d been together. “I fucking love bottoming with you. But I want to try this too.”
Lucas cupped both sides of Andrei’s face and pulled him up so that he could kiss him, but he kept it short. Andrei blinked and met Lucas’s intense gaze. His normally grey-green eyes were blown, dark with desire, ringed in bright green. Eyes he could get lost in. “I want this too. I want to try everything with you.”
Some of the tension sloughed off Andrei and he could breathe again. “Then let’s get started.”
Lucas placed both his hands on the pillows above his head. “Would you rather me on my hands and knees, Mr. Hadeon?”
A low chuckle rumbled from Andrei and Lucas closed his eyes at the sound, stretching and shivering, his leaking cock rubbing against Andrei’s hip. “Next time. Tonight I’ll be lucky not to lose it the second I get inside of you, and I want to look you in the eyes, want to watch you come.”
Grabbing the condom and the lube, Andrei made quick work of both as his control was already stretched thin. Leaning back down, Andrei slowly kissed Lucas, seducing the man who had managed to claim a space in every part of his life. He was constantly in his thoughts, in the air he breathed. Now he wanted this part of Lucas, the man who offered up so little of himself to the world.
He pressed one finger inside and Lucas winced before blowing out a slow breath.
“Just relax,” Andrei murmured, brushing his lips against Lucas’s. “We’ll take this as slow as you need me to.”
Lucas grinned at him, his voice low and warm when he spoke, “You’re enjoying this. The role reversal.”
“Maybe a little,” Andrei admitted, sliding his finger deeper, earning a groan of pleasure. “I’ll enjoy it a lot more if I know you are.”
“I am. Oh…God…I am.” Lucas shifted taking more of Andrei’s finger, moving on the thick digit. “More.”